It's been a while again, sorry but it's been kind of a stressful spring break. I have had a lot of drama at home with my house and my ex. I almost gave up to be honest. Since I have been here it seems like my life at home has been blowing up in my face. I also Had a couple road bumps since I have been here. But all I will say is I have a great boyfriend and friends here that have bent over backwards for me. And that my poor mom, she's going to die of stress. I always call my mom when stuff gets bad, even if she doesn't know what to say or how to help....she always knows how to make me feel better and calm down. She took care of everthing that happened the last few weeks, she told me to stay here and finish what i started and to not give in because of one person. I love you mom, your the best!
But other than that I have kept my chin up and i did have alot of fun over break. I got to meet my friend Jackie's family and see where she grew up last Thursday. They live in California, just a 40 minute bart ride out of the city. Her mom and sister were really nice we went and had a huge lunch and her mom let us take the leftovers :)!!! They have a gorgeous house in a lil suburb. It was nice to get out of the city and hang out with her family. It was as close to home as I could get. Her dad wasn't there but I have met him before, very nice guy, he wants to take us on a lil tour of San Fran, so Jackie when you read this remember i'm holding him to it. I also found out Jackie gets to come visit me June 15th for 5 days, her parents like me :)
Shawn is great, last week when i was having a bad day him in I disappeared and went for a walk found a cute park we both love. He is always sweet and taking care of me. Him and I had a couple great lazy movie days and a couple exploring days together.
St. Patricks day Amber, Jackie, and I got dressed up we had everyone in our room for a few drinks before we went out. It was Jackie, Amber, Shawn, Reggie, Reggie's friend, and me. Won't lie, Jackie and I were rather giggly by the time we left taking lots of silly pictures. We dropped Jackie off at her dorm and we went to the bar. Shawn and I didn't stay long but we had a great night.
I even had a visitor from home kind of, a girl I met in Grand Forks moved to California recently not far from me. So one night her and her friends came into the city and we showed them around. It was nice to see someone from home.
So overall it has been a crazy few weeks and stressful. But i'm keeping my head above water and still loving living my life here. As excited as I am to come home to see my family, i dont want to leave here. I love it here! oh and not to rub it in at all but this weeks weather is like mid 70's and sunny ;)





Personally, I am glad you did not give up. It is good you have support there.
ReplyDeleteIt must be hard being away from home. I am not sure what has happened, but I do know we are in charge of our destiny. Decisions we make have repercussions. Of course, planning, logic and making calculated decisions are not always our families greatest strength.
Your mom is a rock. I don't know how she can be such a patient counselor. It has to be very hard on her too.
Believe in yourself, think before you leap, Be happy.